heartbreak :(

we all experience heartbreak, that's for sure.

Heartbreak in different aspects of life. Heartbreak in life, in career, in family and the most common heartbreak, in LOVE. And i know that every heartbreak we experience is always in our memory, no matter what.

I have always believe that heartbreak is as constant as change. Coz everything we do, everything we choose, everything we achieve, a negative feeling always goes with it. Like Hurt goes with Love.

I also know that each one of us still remember the very first heartbreak we have encountered. Love for instance. When we wet our pillows of crying over someone, when we hugged our friends to listen to their sermons and advices, when we post something on social networking sites about it and even some of us, telling and sharing it to our moms or dads.

i don't know why is it so powerful that it makes us weak and vulnerable. And sometimes, it destroys the strong side of us to keep us from moving on life.

It is not very easy when you are heartbroken. it is either you can't sleep, you can't eat and worse, you don't feel like living. And it depends on how you take it, may it be positively or the other way around.

We cope up with it differently and some are thinking of wanting his or her life end. it causes too much depression and trauma that others are now afraid to love, afraid to trust and afraid to be happy again.

i don't know who should we blame.

Is it the person you love so much yet he or she doesn't want to fight for you?

Or simply yourself who can't bear the fact that the person you love doesn't love you back?

Is it the person who loves you or the situation you are in that is so difficult to bear?

Is it you for being so clingy and everything and he or she might have been annoyed by it?

Is it the situation that does not allow you to have a relationship in the first place?

or simply, the both of you, who wanted to be out from what you have but you consider each other's feelings, thus prolonging the agony?

or maybe, it's all about that freakin destiny, that talks of when you should be in that relationship and when is not?

So many questions, yet so few are the answers.

heartbreak is just the beginnng of something worthwhile, realizations.

For when you realize the things you have done, you will be free from that heartbreak. Realizations might hurt but eventually, you will get by. God is good and He is just there.

Letting go and moving on are next. And with the new chapter you are facing,

You will realize that you deserve someone and something better.

It's not as if we are destined to have a heartbreak forever, it's just a passing event to make us mature and strong. And in the end, we will just laugh at those times and we will be happy for we have experienced such thing.

Well, for me, heartbreak is good sometimes. Collect it and it will become a pack of realizations later. Eventually, good ones and worthy realizations. And don't be afraid coz life offers millions of reasons to be happy and enjoy it beyond its imperfections.

- ching2 (03-25-12)